My Little Brown Book

7/14/17 i wrote my very first story in my journal. I had decided to just write down everything that came to mind no matter the sense it made. I wanted an outlet where i can write all my feelings, thoughts, fears, things that made me angry, sad, anything in and not have to share it with anyone whom will be let in on a side of me, i did not wish to share. Off topic but ON off topic, people only care more about your well being when they know your worries. while some just genuinely care, others don’t put mind to where they aren’t aware of. My very first topic in my little brown book was, love. I was on my way to the beautiful island of San Juan, Puerto Rico and i cant think back what made me decide to write about love but, Im guessing at that moment, it was so heavy on my heart that i started my very first journal piece about it. From there on, i wrote whatever was bothering me at the moment and i am glad to say, i can’t even recall half of the stuff i did speak about. Which is a great thing because well, i released it from my mind and heart and there it stood. I tried picking up the book today and read from the pages but i just could’t ,weirdly. It just didn't feel right to go back and try to re-live something i had already let go of. I did manage to read the very first pages i wrote only so that i could share with whomever decides to read this piece. ( Thanks by the way) I had wrote in the book how watching movies was an escape for me growing up. My entry was focused on love but im relating that sentence to this writing. This Journal had become an escape for me for a whole two years. I wrote and left in that journal. When i was a child, my escape was movies. For some years, it was my poetry, then my journal. Now as an adult well….. here i am. so, WHAT IS YOUR ESCAPE? HOW DO YOU CLEAR YOUR MIND OF THINGS? Ever thought of picking up a little journal of your own?